Life Imitating Art? I Sure HOPE So

i can't fix thisIn case you missed it and have not heard, on Thursday, March 5, the popular television show “Scandal” ran an episode that was inspired by the events that happened in Ferguson, Mo., when an unarmed Michael Brown was shot and killed by Darren Wilson, a police officer. As a nation, we have been overwhelmed in recent years by similar incidents of unarmed African Americans being murdered by police officers and ordinary citizens, presumably because of the way they looked and the fear those looks created in the eyes of the beholder of the weapons that would end their lives. In most cases, there has been no justice, no accounting for this loss of life. In a few incidents, like with Jordan Davis, the perpetrators have gone to jail for something other than murder. In all cases, we have been left with a sick feeling of déjà vu. A feeling that just like during the times of slavery and segregation, the lives of African Americans are worth less than the lives of others. We know that this is not true, that this is a lie perpetrated by people who were intent on justifying their own greed. But, these incidents have opened wounds that have never healed and reminded us that we have a long way to go for true equality and justice to reign in this land of the free and home of the brave.

The truth is that we have not often been brave in addressing issues of race and racism andvance as brandon's' father the impact it has had on the soul and psyche of America. However, in an episode titled, “Lawn Chair,” Shonda Rhimes and the cast of Scandal tackled with courage this difficult and heart-wrenching topic.

But, it was really hard to watch. As soon as I realized what the episode was about, I immediately sent my sister a text and then posted on Facebook that it was too soon for me to watch a fictional account of this ripped-from-the-headlines story. I didn’t think I could make it until the end. I was overwhelmed with emotion and as much as is possible for someone who did not personally know Michael Brown or Renisha McBride or Eric Garner or Tamir Rice or Trayvon Martin or Jordan Davis, I was re-living a traumatic loss of loved ones and feeling hopeless because there was nothing I could do to change the outcomes for them. Continue reading

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Beyond Chocolate, Carbs & Coffee

Araunah said, “Why has my lord the king come to his servant?” “To buy your threshing floor,” David answered, “so I can build an altar to the LORD, that the plague on the people may be stopped.” Araunah said to David, “Let my lord the king take whatever pleases him and offer it up. Here are oxen for the burnt offering, and here are threshing sledges and ox yokes for the wood. O king, Araunah gives all this to the king.” Araunah also said to him, “May the LORD your God accept you.” But the king replied to Araunah, “No, I insist on paying you for it. I will not sacrifice to the LORD my God burnt offerings that cost me nothing.” So David bought the threshing floor and the oxen and paid fifty shekels of silver for them. ~ 2 Samuel 24:21-24

We are now several days into the Lenten season and I wish I could have a do-over. I decided not to give up chocolate, carbs or coffee this year but instead to sacrifice time to work on a book project that has been looming over my head for years. A few friends have recently given me gentle (and not so gentle) nudges to finish the book. I have received these prods as God’s way of reminding me that there is work for me to do.lent 40 days

Of course, because “time” is the sacrifice I wanted to make, needed to make, everything has happened to interfere with my commitment. I can’t remember receiving so many phone calls, text and email messages that needed my immediate attention, things on my to-do list that demanded my time and activities/events that required my presence as I have these last few days—not so coincidentally, every time I sit down to write. Nor have I felt more tired and unable to concentrate!  Who knew that time would be harder to give up than chocolate?! Continue reading

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Joy in the Midst of Trouble–A Prayer

Gracious and Merciful God,

You are Awesome and Mighty! Thank you for a day filled with joy and challenges. The challenges were a reminder that You are a very present help in the time of trouble. The joy was confirmation that even though there is tribulation in this world, You have overcome the world. It is truly a gift and a blessing to have joy in the midst of trouble. Thank You for that gift.

Tonight, the world in which I live is filled with problems that won’t go away and honestly, girl prayingseem to get worse instead of better. Continue reading

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Turbulence and Tailwinds

airplaneI recently flew to Houston for the homegoing celebration of the life of a friend. His wife and I were prayer partners throughout divinity school and they were my family when I lived in North Carolina so in spite of what felt like the flu, there was no way I was going to miss it. On my flight there, the pilot came on the intercom before takeoff to let us know that there was a lot of turbulence expected during the trip. As we waited to leave the airport, the flight was delayed because the pilot was waiting for instructions on an alternate route we could take to avoid most of the turbulence that was predicted. Not only would we take an alternate route but the pilot let us know that we would not be flying at the usual altitude in order to manage the expected turbulence. I was grateful for these adjustments because I’m not a big fan of flying and the thought of having a topsy-turvy ride on my way to say goodbye to my friend, was the last thing I wanted to do. Well, as God would have it, the turbulence on the way there was not so bad. It’s not that we didn’t experience turbulence but it just wasn’t at all as bad as we were warned it would be. Perhaps I had adequately braced myself for the worst. Perhaps, the cold I was fighting made the turbulence less formidable to me. Or, it could have been the prayers that went up and God’s hand of mercy that made the trip there more bearable. You see, I had time during our delay to text some friends and family members and ask them to pray formother teresa quotetraveling mercies. Those prayers coupled with my own and those of the petrified woman sitting next to me resulted in a peace and calm that made the turbulence pale in comparison.

The return trip wasn’t quite as pleasant. There was no alternate route. There was no information relayed to us that we would fly at a lower altitude. There was only the announcement that there would be a bumpy ride and the pilot would give us a warning when we should fasten our seat belts and hold on tight! And, let me tell you, that ride was bumpy! Continue reading

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Joy Comes

This is a reflection I wrote several years ago. Today, as I think about the loss of beloved family members and friends as well as the many challenges, I am comforted by the promise of joy coming in the morning.

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“Sing praise to the Lord, you saints of His, And give thanks at the remembrance of His holy name. For His anger is but for a moment, His favor is for life; Weeping may endure for a night, But joy comes in the morning.” ~Psalm 30:5

During a difficult time in my life, I began to wonder about this thing called joy. Joy comes. That’s what God promises us.  I believe this to be true. However, it may be one of the hardest promises to hold on to or to embrace. The Bible speaks often of joy. David calls for joy in Psalm 51 and Jesus tells the servant who has increased his talents to “enter the joy.” James tells us to “Count it all joy when we fall into various kinds of trials.” And the writer of Hebrews lets us know that because of the joy that was set before him, Jesus endured the cross. Regardless of when or why or how it comes, God promises us that we can depend on joy.

I cannot help but wonder when does joy come? How does it come? Where does it come? And, probably the age-old question: how long is the night? How do I know when dawn is breaking through the clouds? Some say that it is darkest before the dawn but how do I know when it will get no darker than it is?

So, I know that joy is coming—at least in the abstract. What will joy look like when it arrives? How will it feel? Does it feel like the peace that passes all understanding? Does it feel like an encounter with the Holy Spirit? Does it have the marks of a sure ’nough rendezvous with the Lover of my soul? Is it like a gentle breeze on a hot summer’s night? Or is there something else that I should be looking for?

I am waiting in expectation for joy. I am praying for it. I am hoping for it. I am anticipating its arrival.

As Christians we often remind ourselves and one another that happiness is fleeting but joy is something the world can’t give neither can the world take it away. Joy. Joy. Unspeakable joy. Joy. Joy. Joy. Down in my soul…

Perhaps, what I most want to know, what I am most concerned about, is that I will know it when I see it. Will I celebrate when I feel it? Will I shout? Break out into laughter, song or a dance? Or, will it simply (or not so simply) mean that I am able to make it through another long, hard day; another dry season; another walk through the wilderness? Or, is joy itself like a brook in dry places? Water to quench your thirst. Water to replenish your soul. Water to help you keep striving. A brook in dry places…

What I have learned and what I continue to find out is that no matter what our joy dancercircumstances; no matter what turns, detours and stops we have on our journey; joy comes. I’ve found joy in the strangest places. I’m not sure I have the answers to when, where or how it comes. But of this one thing am I confident: Joy comes! And, it’s been walking alongside me helping me to move forward when I wanted to give up; to love when I wanted to hate; to dance and shout and give, when I wanted to hide myself in a corner or fade into the background. Joy is a promise from God and it’s on the way…

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Every Life

By Rev. Dr. Leslie Copeland-Tune

fearfully madeI recently read an article that really bothered me. The author made the case that those protesting the grand jury decisions not to prosecute the officers involved in the deaths of Eric Garner and Michael Brown should not use the hashtag “All Lives Matter” because it waters down the focus on police brutality against African Americans, especially black males. In many ways, I don’t disagree. I get the rub. I know that African Americans are profiled and treated unfairly by some law enforcement officers. I get that too often cries from African Americans for justice are dismissed as whining or displaced anger or living in the past. All too often present-day realities of injustice and racism are disregarded as complaining, lack of forgiveness and holding on to days long since gone. I know that racism is not a thing of history books, old films and distant memories. It is real. It is alive. It is present and it is now.

Nevertheless, I was bothered and more than a little frustrated by this article because I really do believe that all lives matter. I have marched and protested and protested and marched. I have written letters and emails. I have signed petitions and talked to elected officials. I have shed more than a few tears, too. Lots and lots of tears. So, I am by no means trying to water down the magnitude or the gravity of the violence perpetuated against unarmed African Americans. Nor do I want to stick my head in the sand, sing a few rounds of “Kumbaya” and “We Shall Overcome,” and pretend that the bodies of African Americans lying dead in the streets are not piling up. I am clear that something has to be done about it!

But, there are other bodies and other kinds of brutality that weigh heavily on my mind and in my spirit. That’s why I want to say all lives matter. Then it occurred to me that #AllLivesMatter really might not be right either. Maybe what I really want as a rallying cry is #EVERYLifeMatters. For me, “every” speaks to the individual life, the distinct person created in the image and likeness of God. In my mind it suggests on a much deeper level the importance of not just the group but of each person in the group. I know that every.single.person is important to God so why wouldn’t every person be important to us?kids reading

  •  For the women and girls whose names we do not know but who have lost their lives to human trafficking — #EVERYLifeMatters
  •  For the more than 130 children killed in Pakistan by the Taliban — #EVERYLifeMatters
  •  For the countless women, men and children who have been collateral damage in wars that they did not start nor will they be able to end — #EVERYLifeMatters
  •  For the two cops killed by a pathological madman who first shot his girlfriend — #EVERYLifeMatters
  •  For the children around the world, including in the U.S, who will die because they don’t have enough to eat — #EVERYLifeMatters
  •  For the women, men and children who have suffered violence and abuse at the hand of a loved one– #EVERYLifeMatters
  •  For those whose lives have been torn apart by burying loved ones because of gun violence — #EVERYLifeMatters.

I say #EVERYLifeMatters because I think we need to not only change the laws and policiesboys in our nation that allow some people to get away with murder, while others go to jail for life (or lose their lives) for misdemeanors; but, we also need to change the narrative, the script that is running in the back of someone’s mind when they see an African American and make an assessment about who they are. In that moment, I want them to see a person. I want them to see a life. I don’t want them to ascribe a subjective value to that life. I want them to see a person who deserves to live. I want them to see the life as more valuable than material things. I want them to see a person who is fearfully and wondrously made. But, I also want the same thing for others. I am no less grieved by Sandy Hook than I am by Cleveland or Ferguson or Staten Island. I am no less saddened by Pakistan than I am by the girls kidnapped in Nigeria or those who died in an Australian café because my hope and my prayer is that #EVERYLifeMatters without exception. Period.

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Stay on the Wheel

Stay on the Wheel
By Rev. Leslie Copeland-Tune
Jeremiah 18:1-11

I wrote this reflection in 2010. I decided to share it today, At the Altar, as I remember that God is not through with me yet. I hope it will be a blessing to all those who read it.

I recently had the occasion to think about how a potter takes a piece of clay and turns it into a masterpiece. A friend of mine is an artist/preacher/theologian/writer/administrator and having gotten caught up in the life of being a preacher, she recently rediscovered her love for art—of turning nothing into something; of taking something with little or no value and transforming it into something spectacular.

After visiting a studio that opens its doors to budding artists, she was able to acquire some of the clay that is given away on certain days of the week. A few short hours later she had turned the clay into a beautiful piece of art. A week or so later, she had the opportunity to display her artwork as well as some other items at the altar of her church as a visual representation of this text in Jeremiah 18. The awesome thing about the items she displayed was that some of the items were unfinished, some were cracked, and some were complete, without flaws, ready for use and pleasing to the eye. Some were masterpieces—her masterpieces. Perhaps not under the scrutiny of the critical eye of an art appraiser but to the eyes of friends and co-laborers, awed by a gifted preacher/theologian/writer/administrator, who God also saw fit to make a gifted artist, they were indeed masterpieces.

The thing about making beautiful pottery out of a ball of clay is that it is a laborious effort for the potter and probably no picnic for the clay. I mean, if we were able to talk to the clay, I wonder what the clay would say about how it feels to be molded into a work of art. Initially, the clay in and of itself is dull and without much usefulness. It is, after all, a lump of clay. The clay must be shaped and molded. The clay must be manipulated and marred, poked and prodded so that all of the imperfections are worked out of it. The clay must be put on the potter’s wheel, where, in the hands of the potter, the air bubbles that cause cracks and the excess clay that lacks definition are removed; leaving only what is necessary and good to turn the lump of clay into a work of art.

And, finally, in order to be perfected, the clay must be set on fire. If it is to be a masterpiece, whatever imperfection was missed while the clay was on the wheel is removed during the refiner’s fire. Ouch!

I remember watching this process unfold. One year at the General Assembly of the National Council of Churches and Church World Service, a potter was on hand during the entire three-day meeting. Through reports, Bible studies, worship services and businesspottery2 meetings, the potter worked with lumps of clay and transformed them, before our very eyes, into masterpieces. The Late Bishop Thomas L. Hoyt, who was installed at that meeting as the NCC President, made this observation (and I am paraphrasing): as the clay was on the wheel, the potter sometimes had to stretch her hand on the inside and dig deep down into the clay to get out the impurities and imperfections, sometimes putting big lumps of clay to the side that had no usefulness.

But at the end of the process, the useless clay had been transformed into something that had value and worth. You see at the end of the General Assembly, we were allowed to buy the various ceramics that the potter made during the meeting.

Jeremiah was instructed by God to go down to the potter’s house to watch as clay was transformed into a work of art. Verse 4 says, “And the vessel that he made of clay was marred in the hand of the potter; so he made it again into another vessel, as it seemed good to the potter to make.” There was a process that the marred clay had to endure in order to be transformed into a vessel that could be used. This reminds me so profoundly of how we, as Christians, are transformed into the image and likeness of Christ. Marred vessels that God, The Potter, sees fit to make over again into a new creation. Can’t you hear Paul, “we have this treasure in earthen vessels…we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us”? (2 Corinthians 4:7)

The magnificent thing about this process is that each lump of clay is different…and, consequently, each vessel is unique. It is up to the Potter, not to us, how each lump of clay will be transformed into a valuable vessel. But the clay doesn’t have any idea how long the process will take for it to go from its lumpy state, to that of a vessel with honor, beauty and worth. I submit to you that as earthen vessels, the process is never quite complete on this side of glory. That’s why we have to stay on the wheel. No matter how deep the Potter has to dig. No matter how uncomfortable for us. No matter how difficult life’s circumstances may be, stay on the wheel. Whatever process we are going through as individuals to become a part of God’s great collection of masterpieces, I want to encourage us today to stay on the wheel. Stay on the wheel until your process is complete. Stay on the wheel.

“O house of Israel, can I not do with you as this potter?” says the Lord. “Look, as the clay is in the potter’s hand, so are you in My hand…” (v.6)

 

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Beside Still Waters, A Restored Soul

Busy. That’s a four-letter word that has become an integral part of my life. There is always something to do and some place to go. In fact, most days my “To-Do” list runs several pages and no sooner than I have checked something off, I have to add something to it. More to do. More to say. More places to go. This means that handling stress is a daily part of my reality. I am constantly busy and the busier I am, the busier I become.

Perhaps this is why recently I was halted in my tracks when I heard someone reading the 23rd Psalm. It is probably the most famous of the Psalms in the Bible and the most quoted. If we are honest, we’d have to admit that it is filled with gems that motivate and remind us of how good the Lord is. The Psalmist lets us know that we are taken care of, protected and kept from harm. In fact, the thing that looks like it will kill us (the valley of the shadow of death) is just a mere mirage that we will walk through but it will not overtake us. We don’t have to fear. We don’t have to worry. We can rest and be assured that we are covered through the promises given to us in this Psalm.

What has me captivated as I revisit this Psalm at the altar today, is that the Lord leads us “beside still waters.” The stillness of the waters calm me and keep me in perfect peace. Even more importantly, is the fact that my soul is restored. In the midst of negotiating busyness and to be honest sometimes chaos, conflict and confusion; I am reassured that there is a peace and a calm afforded to me as a child of God. In the midst of all that would cause upheaval in my life, the Lord will lead me and restore me–from the inside out.

So, I celebrate and thank God for the still waters and for my soul being restored–that busyness will not consume me and my troubles will not overtake me. Surely, goodness and mercy are following me. I am being kept, sheltered and taken care of, both day and night.

Amen.

Psalm 23

The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters.
He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name’s sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life;

And I will dwell in the house of the Lord Forever.

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No Words…No Justice…No More

By Rev. Dr. Leslie Copeland-Tune

Dear Grand Jury,
This time I am really going to need an explanation for your decision. Please do not hide behind legalese or the cloak of anonymity. You see, I have to explain to my children why some lives are not valued the same way as others. I have to try to help them to understand why an illegal choke hold that ends someone’s life and is deemed murder is not punishable by the laws of this land. What makes this worse is that I already had to explain why walking home from a 7-11 with Skittles and iced tea is a death sentence and playing loud music in a car. I struggled then to find the right words and I have to tell you it was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do…well, until I had to explain why someone gets killed asking for help when his car broke down, and someone else gets killed presumably because he was walking in the middle of the street and had a smart mouth. Oh yeah! Then there’s that video out of Cleveland where a 12-year-old is murdered for playing in a park of all places.blacklivesmatter

I am a wordsmith by profession and considered by some to be a communications expert but I no longer have the words. How sad and ironic. I have tears. I have frustration. I have righteous indignation. I just don’t have the right words. And, honestly, I’m tired of searching for them. I’m tired of trying to figure out how to frame the discussion so my children, especially my son, don’t grow up being overly suspicious and filled with mistrust and disdain for others. But, you’ve got to help me with this because I’ve run out of words and I don’t really know what to say. How do I fix this and help them to make sense of it? What do I tell them to do? Should they speak up or remain silent if confronted by the police? Should they stand still or move slowly? Should they put their hands up or keep them down? Show their hands or put them in their pockets? Take abuse and unfair treatment if a situation is not assessed correctly hoping for justice one day or just accept the abuse of power as a way of life? What exactly do I tell my children? How exactly do I explain this one that was caught on video and understood to be a crime by reasonable people and by the laws of New York State? How exactly do I keep them alive long enough to change a system that seems to have very little regard for their lives?

Yeah. I need an explanation. And, I need it now. ‪

#‎EricGarner‬ #TamirRice #MichaelBrown #JonathanFerrell #RenishaMcBride #JordanDaivs #TrayvonMartin ‪#‎BlackLivesMatter‬ #AllLivesMatter

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At the Altar

“Bring your all to the altar.” Those are the instructions we are given during corporate worship and prayer services. Indeed, the altar is central to church life. The altar has great significance and meaning for Christians everywhere. The church altar is the place where the pastor/preacher stands to offer salvation and to serve communion. Babies are blessed there and couples married. It is the place where we are instructed to go to cast down our burdens. It is the place where we are to “let go and let God.” It is a place for prayer. It is a place for lament. It is a place where deliverance can happen. It is a place of decision. It is a place of fellowship with God and one another.

In many ways, the altar is an inner sanctum within the sanctuary. A refuge. A place to retreat and regroup. A place where we gain strength and courage to move forward toward our God-given purpose. A place where healing is embraced and possibilities are without limitations.

Unfortunately, the church sanctuary is not always a sanctuary for everyone. The place that should be the safest can be the most harmful place to be, particularly for victims of domestic violence. However, what we can learn from the death, burial and resurrection of Jesus Christ is that what appeared to be defeat, turned out to be the greatest victory known to humankind. There is safety and a way out for victims of domestic violence–those sitting in the pews and those standing in our pulpits.

So this Easter season, my prayer is that you are able to leave your burdens at the altar and that what looks like your biggest failure will be transformed into your greatest triumph. In Jesus’ name. Amen.

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